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Thank God for healing! It’s a big deal. A process that never ends. Realizing that certain events in my life just were not normal. Sorting through emotional trauma that no one can explain either because they’re no longer here or because they won’t talk. They don’t know how to. I realize as a 32 year old adult, that I was “parentified” very young – before my period. I worried about everyone around me and took on the emotions of others. Adults talked to me about things I could not understand as a child. I saw things I shouldn’t have. I had a childhood, but then I didn’t. I feel a little robbed, BUT God reminded me that it all has its purpose.
I was pondering why it’s so hard to focus sometimes. It’s because I never had a chance to. I didn’t have the luxury of just focusing on being a kid, a teenager, or a young woman. There was always something going on and my anxiety was always high because I knew too many quiet days meant something was bound to happen soon. What a crazy way to live life, right?
I say all of that to say, learned behaviors can be unlearned. Hard exteriors can be softened. Your heart can be mended. Your joy can be restored. I am a walking testimony of “I don’t look like what I been through” and so are you! ❤Cee
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